in loving memory

Thu, 15 May 2008 12:56:50 GMT

nut accompanied me to submit my SIM application yesterday.
so yeah double major psychology and communications for me.
it's like the last resort since i'm rejected by SMU and there're no news from NTU and NUS (even though i know is confirm guaranteed chop stamp rejected as well) but yeah we'll just see how everything goes.

anyway went shopping at vivo and managed to catch what happens in vegas as well like FINALLY?
omg ashton kutcher has an awesome bod and cameron diaz has awesome legs therefore, the show's pretty awesome! :D hahahha. alright seriously, though the plot's really predictable, the show's still very sweet and enjoyable. loved it. (:
after the movie, we walked to awfully choc and guess who we saw? JESSIE ZHANG! (:
she's working there so we managed to get free choc ice cream which we were told only when we're abt to finish it that it contains 40% fats. thanks jessie. -.- LOL!
anyway the pay's really attractive so if they're still hiring, i'll just quit my disney job man.
i can't effing stand working there anymore. one person's doing four persons' jobs and i'm extremely underpaid. oh and fucking shagged as well. according to jessie, it's child labour. HAHAHAHA!

oh did i mention i just got a letter from NIE? hahaha. so yeah i'll just go down for an interview and if all things go well i'll just resigned to my fate. being a teacher which i actually don't really mind. teaching's pretty awesome. (:

advantages of being a teacher:
1. it's one of the most stable job around.
2. there's teacher's day so yes presents! cards! (: that's provided that you're an awesome teacher. hahaha.
3. pubilc holidays PLUS PLUS school holidays! :D
4. you get to set really retarded mind boggling exam questions to screw the students upside down.
5. bitch about how annoying the kids are to their parents. (it's revenge time! heh heh heh)

and the list goes on. see it ain't that bad right? (:

okok but seriously, i think you would gain a lot out of being a teacher. that immense sense of achievement you get when your students' grades improve sky high, being able to actually help in problems that your students may face (relationship, family, peer pressure etc.). there's a lot more to just merely teaching i guess.

anyway let's sidetrack a little. syesha's out! so it's gonna be david vs david on idol. david cook's so going to win man. PLEASE VOTE FOR DAVID COOK ALL YOU AMERICANS OUT THERE! :D

alright time to watch antm cycle 10's finale. (:
toodles!

Sat, 10 May 2008 17:43:27 GMT

wanted to watch what happens in vegas BADLY but damnit the tickets were all sold out in all cinemas in town. ):
joel and me ended up walking from far east (we had dinner there) to cine to ps and finally to cathay.
decided to just settle for over her dead body cos it was the only show with alright seats available.
surprisingly it was downright hilarious and i actually enjoyed it. (:
eva longoria is hot and pretty as usual and paul rudd's really charming. gorgeous eyes man. :D

oh ya before that was just chilling out at starbucks to kill time cos the movie starts at 9.10pm.
and there was this super annoying guy behind me who kept knocking his chair against mine. intentionally i think.
i was damn annoyed lah like wtf please. wanted to do the same back but i didn't lah cos they left earlier than us. wasted.
did i mention that they were quite gay? yeah they are.
i did curse him to fall down though and hopefully he did.

after the show we just walked to some muddy murphy pub near orchard hotel to check out the live band.
pretty cool place to hang out at but it's like 3/4 of the people are ang mohs so you'll feel slighly out of place. LOL.
didn't stay for long cos it was getting late.
luckily i managed to catch the last bus home and he managed to catch the last train. hahaha.

btw ultra last minute mother's day present shopping just now as well and thank God i managed to find a liz claiborne wallet for my mom. (:

too much walking today and my legs are aching terribly now.
dunno how i'm going to ta han working later.
and in case you're wondering, yes i'm working on mother's day. wth. -.-
oh well.

Thu, 08 May 2008 17:02:48 GMT

and so there's finally life in my life because

i went to nut's house to eat durian. LOL! (:
decided to drop by yesterday to catch up and all. it's been a while.
ta bao kfc over and guess what.
i rang the wrong doorbell.
some dog began to bark and i was still wondering since when there's a dog at her house. o_0?
some woman came out and i had to explain and apologise for the inconvenience caused. malu please.
stupid nut just laughed like a mad woman. -.-
oh well.
so we talked about everything under the sun: what sad and lonely people we are when many of our friends are attached and we're left on the shelves, tekong ghost stories, uni stuff, blood type blah blah blah.
hahaha this is one woman i can talk to for 24 hours straight without fear of running out of things to say man. (:

as for today, joanne and yinxi dropped by at my work place and obviously i was pleasantly surprised. (:
luckily it was my break so there was time to catch up with them.

anyway,

my new found love. :D
no stealing thank you.
and boon you can have your chace back. happy?
LOL!

Tue, 06 May 2008 06:59:20 GMT

1. If you're being extremely quiet what does it mean?
either i'm pissed, tired or emoness just got to me.

2. Do you still have feelings for your ex?
nahh

3. Have you ever had a kiss?
errr yeah

4. Last time you laughed?
just now while watching himym. (:

5. Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
hmmm i think the very last person was pam pam. hahaha.

6. Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
not really. oh but i've got a couple of shirts from my mom.

7. Would you ever date your best friend (of the opposite sex)?
hahaha it depends.

8. What's the last mistake you made?
i have no idea man.

9. Do you regret anything from your past?
yeah i guess but i can't think of any now.

10. If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
nahh revenge's not my kind of thing. i forgive and forget. (:

11. How do you react when people cry around you?
ermm tissue? or i'll remain quiet, give them a hug or sometimes cry along. it depends.

12. Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
haha no? tsk what kind of question is this?

13. Last argument?
hmm last night with my mom regarding who's gonna iron the clothes and i said ironman. wth. LOL!

14. Last Kiss?
???

15. Would you kiss them again?
o_0?

16. Are you jealous of this person?
huh what for?

17. Do you know how to belly dance?
hell no. hahhaa.

18. What are you listening to?
always be my baby. david cook!!!! :DD friggin awesome!

19. Last beverage?
water

20. Last nap?
eh can't remember.

21. Do you own a planner?
nope

22. Favorite month?
none in particular.

23. what's going on this weekend?
watching what happens in vegas with joel i think. my ashton kutcher! (: (:

24. what song is on your mind just this second?
so close by jon mclaughlin

25. What are you doing next Saturday?
haven't plan anything yet.

26. Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you?
lazy to type it all out.

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1. Today is: tuesday

2. I should be: watching gossip girl but it's not out yet. ):

3. The last text message I received was from: fanny

4. And it said: something about i should be positive and forward looking. LOL! do something more meaningful rather than wasting my time. hahhaa.

5. I am currently pissed off because: i've got to work later.

6. My cellphone rings and the song that's playing is: manifique. hahaha.

7. I would love to see: chace crawford, ethan ruan, david cook, adam brody, wentworth miller and the list goes on.

8. If I could change one of my attitudes, it would be: my indecisiveness

9. After school, I love to: i've no school now.

10 . My favorite subject is: lit

11. I liked yesterday because: i get to slack all night.

12. But I still sort of didn't because: i had to work in the morning and i was tired to the max.

13. My favorite song right now would have to be: always be my baby. i can put it on repeat mode and never get tired of it. LOL.

14. I sometimes forget to: remember things.

15. I currently have a crush on: chace crawford :D

16. My favourite number(s) would be: ermm 8?

17. When I'm in a bad mood: i'll be real quiet.

18. I really can't stand: annoying people.

19. I'd break up with my boyfriend / girlfriend right away if? he cheats on me.

20. If I were to get stuck in an elevator with someone, it would have to be: chace crawford

21. I'd really like to improve my grades on: whatever that's on my A'level cert.

22 . The last thing that I bought with my own money is: some vest

23. The name of the district where I live is: townsville

24. I have never ridden: errr motorcycle? horse?

25. If I won the lottery, the first thing I would buy is: a house.

26. One bad habit of mine is: i love to procrastinate.

27. I go to school in: huh?

28. I study there because: i'm not schooling at the moment.

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1. Do you eat a lot of fast food?
ermm not really.

2. Can you execute an acceptable cartwheel?
hahhaa nope.

3. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
nope.

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
yeah i've gotten my beauty sleep so i'm pretty much contented. (:

5. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
??

6. Are you an understanding person?
haha yeah i guess so. ask my friends.

7. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
ironman! awesome show! :D

8. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?
nope.

9.What did you last get upset about?
not having a day off from work this week.

10.Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
haha yeah i've got a sweet tooth.

11. Do you have a crush?
-.- why do the questions keep repeating?

12. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?
haha yeah i guess.

13. Who was the last person to text you?
see it repeats again. tsk. fanny lah.

14. What are you looking forward to this summer?
errr nothing much.

15. Who was the last person you ate with?
my mom and younger bro.

16. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
errrr i dunno.

19. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?
the crowd. i hate crowds.

20. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
nope

21.You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea.
south america lah. who the hell goes north korea? courting death only.

22. Kiss on the first date?
ermm what about that?

23.Would you rather have chicken or steak?
steak.

24. Why did your last relationship end?
feelings faded i guess.

26. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
ermm with boon, lalee, pam and christy i think.

27. How often do you see your exes?
haha i've got only one and i haven't seen him around much so yeah.

Thu, 01 May 2008 18:15:32 GMT

ironman was AWESOME.
absolutely love the show. :DDDD
robert downey jr's actually quite charming and gwyneth paltrow's hot. (:

anyway watched it with the shooters.
best attendance ever. 11 people turned up but didn't get to catch up with them much cos i had to rush to work after the show. ):
it's labour day and i'm working. how ironic is that? -.-
hmm was rather in a lousy mood the entire day which i can't explain why. hopefully i'll feel better tmr.

anyhow, met up with sean and ziyi for lunch and my darlings for dinner yesterday. (:
dinner was at fish and co followed by cedele and celebrated christy's and pam's belated birthday.
let me sidetrack a little: cedele's cakes are damn good. oiishiiiiii! :D
alright to be fair, i love lalee! i love boon! i love pam! i love foxy! i love christy!
thanks for making my day! love the company! (:
ooie you all better dun complain that your name's not mentioned cos i just did in bold. hahahhaha esp lalee. =P

alrighty time to hit the sack.
goodnight world.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 00:43:28 GMT

i'm done with antm cycle 9.
gossip girl episode 16 and fated to love you episode 7 are out!
(: (: (: (: (: (: (:
shiok shiok shiok!

okay but i can only watch tmr cos i'll be working the entire day.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
god bless me.

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 05:43:39 GMT

feels great to be chilling out at home. (:
work's really draining off every kilojoule of energy i've left with.
oh well at least i get a day off today but you see they ain't so kind actually.
tmr i've got to work the entire day from 930am to 11pm which is effing insane i know.
sigh. ):

anyway watching antm cycle 9 now and i think lisa's really pretty. (:

<3 her hot legs!

oh right and my david cook was damn sexay last night. (:
he sang phantom of the opera's music of the night.
it's DA BOMB man. :D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=JOcpwazvTwU

(:

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:49:30 GMT

YESSSSSSS!
gossip girl's episode 14 is finally out!
my chace crawford! :D
guess the next episode will only come out next week. :/ damn.

anyway watched episode 6 of fated to love you. (:
my ethan ruan! he's really damn cute lah. :D
taiwan's showing the show once a week therefore, i've to wait for a week again.

same goes for how i met your mother.
another once a week show.

sometimes i really admire the amount of patience i have.
hahaha.

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 15:16:21 GMT

i met the cutest girl on earth today. (:

photos don't do justice cos she refused to stay still and let me take a proper photo of her.
anyway she's jap! and her mother's really pretty and polite. :D
i love jap people lah esp the kids. (:
so i was just playing with her and she likes to hold my hand. damn cute please. xD
so yeah she totally made my day. (:

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 17:28:07 GMT

events of the day:

1. jing got baptized. congrats babe! :D
2. went tingwei's house to slack after church, before meeting up with clarence, eelin and don for lunch. ate at carls junior. strawberry milkshake is nice. (: ok random. anyway couldn't join them for movie cos i had to work. ):
2. chew chor meng came to the shop cos his wife was buying some merchandise for their kids. he said hello and thanked me for giving his daughters balloons. (: anyway his wife's quite pretty lah and he still looks cute. baby face.

okay time to sleep.

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 14:53:54 GMT

boon popped by today and i was pleasantly surprised to see her but didn't manage to talk much to her. ):
sorry bao bei. catch up soon ya? (:
oh and michelle chia's boyfriend, shawn sth (dunno what's his surname) was at anchorpoint filming.
his complexion's damn good lah but too fair for my liking. LOL.
okay that basically sums up the day.
my life's really unhappening right now so i won't be updating much unless there's sth interesting to blog about.

toodles.

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 17:31:22 GMT

i'm fucking tired to the max.
worked from 10am to 11.30pm?
can barely walk now. my legs hurt like crazy.
and it doesn't help that i'm losing my voice very very soon. ):

anyway watched street kings with joel yesterday.
the storyline's alright and it's basically expect the unexpected lah.
rather bloody and vulgar though.
start of the movie and people are f-ing here and there already. -.-
oh yes chris evans's starring in the show too but he died rather tragically in the end. ):
massive heartbreak for me cos he is really damn cute.
sigh. why do cute guys always die young in shows? ):
oh and i swear keanu reeves grew fatter but i still love him. HAHAHA!

alright foxy, i love you too. :D

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 16:22:41 GMT

met up with foxy, lalee and pam today. :D
haven't seen them in a while but they're still as pretty as ever.
LOL!
loved the company. thanks babes!
<3

oh yes and pam i know you'll be reading this...
bangla loves you! xD

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 16:58:16 GMT

watched definitely, maybe with joel last night.
love the show, love the cast.
i think ryan reynolds's cute. ;)
so yeah would definitely recommend the show. (:
anyway yesterday was like a homo night man. -.-
since there weren't many seats left to choose, we just sat at some couple seats lah and guess what?
there was a gay couple sitting next to me. -.-
i actually didn't really bother turning my head to see if they were doing funny things cos i do not wish to spoil my eyes
but apparently according to joel he saw them doing some shit with their legs lah.
probably trying to turn each other on. :/
alright then after the movie, while going down the escalator (we were at cathay), i saw a les couple.
me: eh les!
joel: where?!
me: aiyah you missed it lah. they were sitting at the chairs there and they were kissing.
joel: huh! really! are you sure? aiyah it's a guy lah.
me: no i swear its a girl. the les radar in me tells me so.
joel: ok let's go back up again and check them out.
me: -.-"'
HAHAHHAHAA!
so we went up again and walked one round just to see if they were les and YES! i was absolutely correct. LOL!
and wtf one of the girls went to touch her partner's boobs. -.-
seriously, they should just get a room.
doing it in public's not a very good idea.
anyhow joel was pretty grossed out. his first time seeing this kind of thing. HAHAHA!
oh well.

work today was horrendous.
got scolded by a customer (i'm just damn effing unlucky to be the one serving him food) and had to deal with my pms-y black faced stupid filipino manager.
i swore i was damn close to giving her two tight slaps man.
pissed the hell out of me. >:(

anyway, met up with the shooters for dinner after that like finally. (:
farewell for fanny who's going into army next thurs.
poor guy losing his freedom really soon. LOL.
and don was downgraded to pes C cos he's flat footed so he's only going in in july?
stupid guy. finding all funny excuses to slack in army. HAHAHA!

alright shall go sleep now.
tired shit.
night.

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 09:11:52 GMT

work today was really damn slack.
shiok man. HAHAHAHA! :D
shift was from 0930-1400.
sold a couple of merchandise and served only 3 tables of customers.
rest of the time was just talking shit with jerry, aric and james. (:

joke of the day
james: huixin go switch on the projector with the remote.
me: oh ok! (pointed remote at the screen but nothing appeared.)
me: eh nothing leh.
james: projector not screen lah aiyo!

then there was a roar of laughter. coming from james and jerry. -.-
damn malu please.
not my fault lah. i don't even know where the projector is. ): i thought it's sth like the tv. just point at the screen will do.
now i'm screwed. they are so gonna tell it to the whole world.

oh well.
these people still make my day no matter how mean they are to me. :D

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:06:03 GMT

If I were a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I were a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
As long as you were with me, let the cold wind blow

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float

(:

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 05:14:03 GMT

for the past few days, other than going to work, i've been cooping myself up at home watching dvds and movies.
so i've watched juno, superbad, lars and the real girl, horton hears a who and rewatched coffee prince. :/
gonna watch the heartbreak kid next.
okay i realised my life just revolves around work and dvds.
damn i lead a sad life. ):
its hard for me to meet up with people cos my working time is usually very ungodly. uh huh.
oh well.

anyway yesterday was my day off so managed to meet up with joel. (:
went to get his guitar strings first then had 99 cents sushi for dinner. LOL.
after that was food shopping at carrefour. HAHAHA!
had to stock up food because i'm currently having a food shortage at home.
hmmm HMV-ed and headed to starbucks to watch muse's live concert on his laptop.
eh muse is the sex man. they're freaking good live i swear.
towards the end his laptop went out of batt and since it was getting late, we headed home.

ughhh have to work from 4 to 11 today.
sucks big time. ):

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 00:32:07 GMT

cousin's wedding last night. :D

grand entrance. my cousin-in-law's really pretty! (:

second entrance

pouring wine ceremony

okay they were being sabo-ed by eating banana but yeah the point is they basically have to kiss. LOL!

my other beloved cousins. (:

mommy and daddy! (:

i think my brother's very cute in this picture. HAHAHA! (:

wedding dinner was held at waterfront hotel.
the food wasn't very fantastic but i guess that's not the point.
my cousin and cousin-in-law are blissfully married and i'm really happy for them. (:

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:41:31 GMT

YAYYYY! my jigsaw's finally completed!
heh damn cute i know.
shall go find a frame soon and hang it in my room.
:D

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 10:34:15 GMT

so yeah as usual i'm freaking tired from work.
my legs are aching really badly now. ):

anyway met up with joel for dinner last night. (:
went marina square cos i wanted to get my little mermaid jigsaw puzzle.
ate at changing appetite's. hmmm the food's pretty alright. nothing special though.
and yes i finally go my jigsaw! my ARIELLLLLL! xD
after that was just walking and talking all the way from esplanade to clarke quay.

i've got pretty much to do these days.

1. send my application for various unis.
2. complete my jigsaw. i can't wait to frame it up and hang it in my room! (:
3. read my seventeen and cleo mags.
4. finish up the last episode of my korean drama (spring waltz).
5. write belated birthday cards (was too busy and lazy).
6. watch shark's tale later. HAHAHA!

alright. time for dinner.
toodles.

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 14:02:24 GMT

okay sean dearest ask me to update but i've got nothing much to say except that
I AM EFFING TIRED. ):
can hardly move my legs now cos they ache so badly.
worked from 10 to 6 straight without resting cos the afternoon crowd was insane.
full house please.
and i was taught how to do cashiering so basically i had to serve food and take orders as well.
running around like some mad woman. (shortage of helpers which is why.)
and the worst thing is you have to always plaster a smile on your face no matter how tired you are? :/
anyway back to being a cashier.
I HATE HATE HATE TO HANDLE MONEY which is why i never like accounting or whatever.
have to account for so many things (the merchandise, the money, have to do stock taking blah blah blah), it's freaking scary i swear.
and it didn't help to have kids thinking it was damn fun to burst the balloons out of a sudden because
I AM BALLOONOPHOBIC.
my heart cannot take it i think i almost had a heart attack.
alright maybe i exaggerated a bit but it's really no joke k.
hmmm but apart from the balloons bursting which i find it hard to forgive, i still love kids. (:

anyway thank God it's my off day tmr. :DD
nut's coming over to my place in the day and i'll be meeting joel, wenxi and kelly (my lovely ex colleagues) for dinner later in the evening.
sounds like a great day it's going to be. (:

okay american idol time!
toodles!
:D

btw before i forget,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERA DEAREST!
LOVE YOU LOADS! :DD

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 03:18:38 GMT

work was REALLY tiring.
my legs were aching damn badly. ):
hardly had time to rest at all and i was still wondering why there were so many people since it's the weekdays.
then i realised it's freaking march holidays. -.-
HAHAHAHA!
but it was fun and fulfilling as well. (:
the kids were damn cute ok! :D (okay tingwei i know when you read this you'll probably puke your lungs out but i don't care. HAHAHA!)
we had this birthday surprise for an ang moh triplets and i kinda played with them.
george, emily and charlotte. (:
so when it was time to go, emily cried cos' she did not want to leave. probably cos i was too fun to play with. LOL!
met my primary school teacher as well and he's married with a kid alr.
time flies really quickly man. i feel damn old now. /:
anyway he couldn't really recognise me but oh well we still talked and all.

so work starts at 2 later.
gonna have to work til 8.
i hope my legs can take it. HAHAHA!

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUG! :D

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 01:52:14 GMT

HAPPY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY FOXY AND BEL! :D
<3

met up with the girls at the cathay. (:
sadly boon and panty couldn't join us. ):
anyway had dinner at some jap restaurant which sells damn cheap and good food.
it shall be my new frequent place. (:

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 18:03:44 GMT

and so my results were rather disapponting compared to many (seriously why is the whole world getting As? haha.) but i'm actually quite contented with them.
at least i passed everything and i managed to get out of being a triple U student. (:
probably can't get me anywhere but i believe if there's a will, there's a way.
ntu psychology here i come! i better pray very very hard that they'd take me in. /:
if not, it's probably sim alr. HAHAHA! okay i'm not very sure actually.
aiyah see how everything goes.

anyway there are some people whom i want to thank. (:

sean and tingting, thank you for waiting patiently for me in the canteen and just being there for me. (: not to forget the tissues. HAHAHA! (: greatest juniors in the world. i love you two very much. xD

thank you eug, alethea, vera, mun and my favourite tutor in the world for calling to check how i was doing and all. (:

the rest who smsed and empathize with my badresults. HAHAHA!

anyway went out for a movie with joel. (: watched water horse and it was ermm very predictable and kinda boring in the beginning so i suggest that you catch it on a weekday. definitely not worth the money if you watch in the weekends. but the monster was very cute when young though. lol. (: after that was just walking around searching for a present for vera dearest. walked practically the whole of town. damn tiring. ): thanks dude for accompanying me! :D
then it was dinner at heeren's nydc with the shooters. farewell dinner for clarence cos he's going into army on thursday! dunno to be sad or happy. LOL!

oh well.

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 03:42:59 GMT

this season of american idol is by far the best.
everyone can sing (well almost) and some are not bad looking.
love all the davids esp david cook.
he rocks my socks! :DD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfbI80IdStQ

found a job at disney cafe at anchorpoint.
work starts later today!
(: